another day passing by as usual.
with nothing for me to say this time.
i'm just sitting here stoning.
as usual, waiting for my phone to ring.
to at least get a msg.
being online doesnt make a difference,
cos i have nothing to do besides chatting.
it doesnt become a nessesity(sp?) even.
i seriously need something to take my mind off certain things.
it's just too tiring to even think.
i'm getting sick&tired of just waiting.
maybe i'll just stop thinking.
or maybe even ignore my own feelings.
ignore everything around me.
it just gets too sucky .
ignoring seems simple,
but ignoring my own feelings is not what i do.
i dont always do that.
the feeling is just crapped up.
i may seem happy outside & all.
that's what you think i am.
but on the inside, i'm a totally different person.
on the inside, i'm not me.
even smiling seems hard now.
hah.. who am i trying to bluff,
maybe those around me will never know.
yeah, i guess that's what's happening now.
i'm lying to the whole world.
guess that's my fav thing to do now aye ?
oh wells. i dont actually bother.
cos i'm lying to myself,
it's all a lie.
well, i shall end here then.
goodbye for now.
maybe i might not blog that often any longer.
my life doesnt seem to be any much interesting.

woke up at 11 plus just now.
and only started using the comp now cos of my sis.
blah. anyways, chatted with bella till like 4 plus am ! (:
ahahhaha ! MY CRAPPING cum ACT LIAN cum SINGING PARTNER :D
hahahah ! she's SO funny ! hahahha.
love her man ! hhahaha ! <3

yeah, we were like talking nonsense and sending songs online.
hahah ! funny man.
and at first we were confrencing with des.
and then she fell asleep ! hahah.
and me & bella were laughing over the phone
& shouting her name to make her wake up.
but she seriously fell asleep,
so both of us put down the phone & she called me .
yeah. hahah ! yes, cos i dont wanna waste my phone bill,
i call des leh ! my bill sia. hahah !
then anyways, so we chatted
till i decided to put down the phone cos i was tired.
haha ! both me & bella are seriously insane people !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA !
we were singing like some mad women !
to all the girls by aaron carter !
we were high okay ! not my fault xD
hahaha ! LOVE THAT GIRL (:

yeah, and having tuition later.
SIAN.
but it's the last one, might as well.
i'll miss my classmates.
esp cassandra !
but nvm we'll write letters ! ahhaha.
and i'll miss kiren, nicole ng, the forever noisy guys sitting at the back.
yar. hahah ! and i'll miss MISS rach NG TOO !
my maths teacher ! SHE'S LIKE SOOOOO NICE.
i actually understood maths after i went to learning lab lah.
i fell in love with maths !
hahah. okay . not fall in love , yeah.
but whatever. hahah ! i understood maths lah.
and SCIENCE TOO !
MRS LIM YC !
i'll go back and find her like that nanyang girl ! ahahaha. xD
and make sure i ask her as many qns as possible.
heh heh heh.
alrighty, i shall end ! (:
could you talk to me like how you talk to her.
at least make me feel i'm not waiting in vain.

i'm tired yet i cant sleep.
how great is that.
tuition tomorrow at 430.
how nice , and i'm suppose to have christmas carolling choir prac at 4.
man , clash totally. so i'm not going for choir prac.
2nd prac i'm missing.
and they learnt a new song alr ! oh man !
anyways, let go of me production on sat! (:
i'm being an usher ! hahahah. so cool (:
never tried that before. yeah.
OH OH, cell group meeting on friday ! (:
is meeeting cum stayover. at my place.
SEC TWO COOL CELL,
meet at kembangan mrt at 7pm SHARP.
yes (:
it's for the christmas carnival, since our stall was chosen (:
my idea. hahah! i'm proud of it :D
yes, well then, i shall sleep soon, i guess.
and wake up late tmr. hahah !
i need to write letters & send it to my dear jrs tmr.
yesyes(: hope i can find a letter box near by,
i dont know if there's one hahah !

i like just woke up by my dear bestie !
what a great timing huh!
slept at almost 2 ystd i think.
i was taking to bella ! my crapping partner :D
yeah (: she's funny lah that girl.
intro-ed her to ms swan !
annoying and ever most irritating ms swan !
hhahahah ! you can feel like slapping her but laughing at her the next.
yeah. she's LIKE THAT.
ANNOYING BUT FUNNY .
yes, and i DESPERATELY NEED TO GO OUT !
rarr, all my mum's fault, dont let me go out.
blah ! ask me stay home study, bookless study wht sia !
annoying annoying annoying.
i wanna go out tmr !
like before my tuition!
des knows wht i mean ! (:
and i still havent watch my step up yet !
it's alright bella! we'll be the idiots who havent watched it.
HAH. heck lah !
if the movie's out, i'll wait for the dvd to come out and i'll buy it !
hurhur. alrighty, it's time for another stoning day :D
all i wish for is for you to be happy now, cheer up will ya ?

to a certain someone:
we seem to be drifting apart
eversince you came back on that day.
is it me or have you changed.
you just dont seem you anymore.
maybe it's time for me to give up.
cos i cant be bothered anymore.
i think it's just a part of my wishful thinking.
i thought it might work out somehow,
but it doesnt seem like as if it did.
well, you did some things.
which shows how unimportant i am to you.
you may say i'm just over paranoid,
or it just isnt my day.
maybe i'm thinking too much.
whatever it is, maybe its time to come to an end.
its up to you now if you want something to happen.

hahahaha. oh right.

choco chip(: yumyum~

uh huh.

i'm down with flu&cough.
how great.
and all i can do at home,
is stone&slack,
my sis just went out without my mum's permission.
what a pro she is aye ?
my mum say she's picking up after me.
like as if it's my fault.
my mum told me,
"your sister arh, hao xue bu xue. qu xue ni de bad habits"
not my fault right.
so what if i'm the older sibling,
i need to be a good example,
that i know, but if they dont wanna learn
and choose to learn the naughty side
also cannot blame me what !
everything also my fault.
dont have me in the first place lah.
let david be the all "goody two shoes"
see what happens, act only.
love acting. what an ass lah.
cant be bothered with that guy.
all day also play,
if we do so, my mum scold,
my bro play, never get scolding.
total biasness lah.
dont believe you can ask my sis, i bet she agrees.
he's a total ass man.
what's his bloody problem lah he.
forever actung guai only. myfoot.

i still love my sis lah !
she's the best <33 she's like ME :D so what, being like me is a bad thing meh ? hurr. i prefer bring me. dont care lah (: anyways, this post is totally RANDOM. hah, yes, if you can tell, it's done due to boredom. yes, this is what boredom has done to me. i cant go out cos my mum doesnt allow. so i seriously have NOTHING to do at all. ahh heck. lols!

choir camp is over !
gosh ! IT WAS FUN FUN FUN(:
LOVE IT LIKE LOADS LAH !
HAHAHAHHAHAA.
got closer to some seniors(:
i think it went REALLY REALLY WELL.
a great success ?
i think so (:

DAY ONE
day one was OH-SO-FINE.
i dont remember doing much.
games and choir pracs.
yeah, choir prac for 6 hrs.
1pm to 4pm and 7pm to 10pm.
we went through the WHOLE set piece for SYF.
EVERYONE SANG.
nice song lahh ! i love the part where sop 2s sing,
" across the white orchards and dark green dark green fields"
yupp! wow, i LOVE the melody there.
it's NICE (:
and SOP 2 IMPROVED ALOT !
since the first time i joined choir last year,
till now, SOP TWO CHANGED.
i was in ALTO ONE then.
WE improved alot,
after adjustments and all (:
yupp ! well then i fell .
yes after chasing the dumb bloody bus .
ANNOYING.
cos i was chasing it and of ALL people,
i slipped and fell,
aint that nice ?
scratched knee and so is like my toe area.
3 scratches and cuts.
bad aint it ?
it reminds me of my penknife cutting days lah.
heh, the cuts that is.
same depth, but the penknife cuts seem more painful.
ahh heck.
then went to pp and like clean my wound and had lunch
and back to sch for more choir prac.
and then games and dinner and choir prac again,
yes, tht's day one.

DAY TWO
well, water bombing&cluedo.
LOVE IT LOADS MAN <3
total rocked (:
learnt SYF set piece by this day.
great man! TOTALLY GREAT.
improved like SOOOO much. yeah(:
i'm happy about it and everyone else too.
yeah(:

alrighty. came back from tuition just now(:
anyways. CHOIR CAMP TOMORROW !
till SATURDAY(:
dont miss me too much people!
hahahahah. xD
anyways, went to des house in the morning.
mr fan was there like at 11am,
and i thought me was lying. -.-
he said he was at dover when i called him.
what a liar !
i knew there was something wrong cos there wasn't any train announcement lah.
annoying ass !
anyways, reached her place and she was at the bus stop waiting.
and i walked ALL THE WAY to her house(:
from mine that is(:
it's quite okay lahh.
not say very far. yeah. anyways,
then met her and that stalker dissapeared.
and only appeared at 12nn.
ON THE DOT.
he came in and the clock rang!
hahaha ! fine. you're on time.
WHATEVER.
then watch monsters inc.
and after tht watch half way,
went into des's room to listen to music.
and me & des lied on the bed(:
super comfy lah.
i fell asleep there the other time
during class party ! hahaha.
anyways. we were reading archie comics.
and gave up reading. lols!
and there was slapping again!
i always get slapped you know.
SO ANNOYING!
rarr. anyways,
des hold onto me for mr fan to slap.
like WTH?! idiot.
and then i slapped him.
like HARD. on the face that is.
we're always slapping?
MYGOSH.
and he slapped me too okay!
HARD ON MY FACE.
hurr. annoying annoying annoying.
ohmygosh!

anyways, after tht i met crystal tay in sch.
yeah. had to go for choir meeting.
des&ric sent me there :D
nice lah you two. haha.
OH OH, and my edited picture! (:
on the phone !
i still think it looks NICE :D
hurhur. i taught mr fan how to use it okay!.
lalalala. say thanks lahh! muahhaha.

okay, choir meeting.
went to school.
chatted and got down to do our things.
we prepared ! funny lah.
a dress, oh my gosh !
freaks ! i dont wanna wear it lah please !
MORONIC , that's how i'll look !
blahh !
and it started raining.
MYGOSH.
took a cab down to city hall there with clare & ethel. :D
I SO DO NOT HAVE ANOREXIC LEGS OKAY !
mygosh ! like since when lah !
i dont even have it please.
maybe i think my own legs are nice.
i have to admit i like my own legs xD
hahahah !
i seriously think it's nice.
okay . i better stop.
if not i'm gonna be called ego ass/freak or what-so-ever.

then after that off for tuition(:
second last lesson this week.
and no more tuition with learning lab anymore!
i'll miss the classmates(:

yeah. alright,
i shall end now.
BABY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW!
i think(:

haha. choir meeting was fun(:
des tagged along, hahaha.
people who went were.
me, chimi, des, crystal tay, crystal chew, ethel, clare, queenie, cheryl ang, christine seah & rozanne.
yeah! (:
hahaha. fun lah. heh heh.
we all meet at macs and ate+chat.
then after tht to giant to get some stuff.
and then we went to cold storage there to look for ju and kendra(:
MONKEY KING. hahahha xD
and then erhm. went over to ntuc to but more stuff.
yeah then after tht , everything was done,
so chimi left and then me, crystal and des went to look for ju & kendra.
and we met ariane and went to BK.
i realised that my lunch was only fries+drink.
yeah! hahaha, i want my 45kg ! ):
annoying.
and then me & des left to go airport go fetch desebelle, des's jiejie.
waited like for halg an hour plus then come out.
SO LONG LAHH. piangg ehh.
but nvm, then me & des cab-ed back.
yeah. lazy take mrt. so ma fan lahh.
must wait for tht DUMB BUS WHICH TAKES FOREVER TO COME.
blahh ! but its a loop service, THAT'S WHY.
they should have like 2 buses working at one time man !
rarrr. heck.

and my sister is 35 KG ! MYGOSH !
I WANT HER WEIGHT LAH !
okay, not THAT light but like 10 kg heavier than here will be right !
45 ! FOURTY FIVE ! si shi wu !
blah !! maybe i should go back to that so called anorexic time again !
2 kg gone just like THAT.
but it makes my tummy hurt.
and i dont wanna hurt his heart either. (:
yeah. so i'm not gonna to that.
think of a way man.!
hmmmm,
wht about gym-ing ?!.
that would be fun (:
ahahha ! i'll think of possibilities another time(:
shall end now !
BABY IS COMING BACK SOON! :D
MISS YOU LOADS LAH! <33

YAY! choir meeting later(:
MAN, I SO MISS CRYSTAL TAY AND CHIMENE ! <3
missed you guys when i as in china luh !
LOVE YOU TWO MAN(:
oh yeah. and erhm the seniors too!
aiya.. EVERYONE IN CHOIR COMM :D
yeah. and THE CHOIR too(:
see how devoted i am =X
anyways, meeting crystal later at 1230,
she needs to pass me some stuff.
then we go to meet the others later.
yupp(:
and my dear bestie wants to have lunch with me.
hahaha. i'll think about it.

CHOIR CAMP IN.. 2 DAYS! (:
thurs start :D
HAPPY HAPPY.
it's gonna be FUN FUN FUN(:
and kai is coming back.. tmr? or isnt thurs?
i have NO idea. heh.
baby, i miss you loads !
yeah. alright then,
i shall end now(:

LUCINDA MADE ME DO THIS. XD

THE CANS.
CAN YOU BLOW A BUBBLE:YEAH.
CAN YOU DANCE: erhm no? i'm not gonna be bhb.
CAN YOU DO A CARTWHEEL: nope!
CAN YOU TIE A CHERRY STEM WITH YOUR TONGUE: i cant ! but i know my cousin can !
CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR TOE: erhm yeah.
CAN YOU WHISTLE: i can(:
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS:nope.
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOU NOSE: nope.

THE DIDS.
DID YOU EVER RUN AWAY FROM HOME: i wish i could. but i guess i'm too lazy to.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A DOCTOR: no thank you.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A FIRE FIGHTER: no thanks.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A POLICE OFFICER: for what?!

THE DOS.
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM: yeah i do.
DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTER: yupp!
DO YOU OWN A BIKE: no i dont. cos i cant cycle.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ABLE TO HANDLE THE STUFF THEY EAT ON THOSE REALITY SHOWS: i'll just puke. no thanks.

THE DOES.
DOES HAIR LOSS RUN IN YOUR FAMILY AT ALL: i think it does.
DOES YOUR CAR GET GOOD GAS MILEAGE: FYI, i dont own a car.
DOES YOUR FAMILY HAVE FAMILY PICNICS: erhm yeah. sometimes.

THE HAVES.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE: duh i have. i just came back on wed?
HAVE YOU EVER ASK SOMEONE OUT: duh i have! my close friends luh. who else ?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ASKED OUT BY SOMEONE: DUH. my friends ? dumb qn.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE OCEAN: erhm yeah ?
HAVE YOU EVER GONE FISHING: yeah. with my dad ? dont wanna think about it.
HAVE YOU EVER PAINTED YOUR NAILS: erhm yeah, its painted now.

THE HOWS.
HOW DID YOU KNOW ABOUT FRIENDSTER: i cant remember.
HOW MANY OF THEM HAVE YOU MET IN PERSON: majority are my friends ?

THE WHATS.
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO: how to save a life by the fray
WHAT IS THE TEMPERATURE OUTSIDE: i dont know.
WHAT RADIO STATION DO YOU LISTEN TO: 98.7 or power 98.
WHAT WAS THE LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT: cafe&terrace at RTC.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT: i dont know. i havent touch my wallet since...i dont know when.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: some drink?
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV: the 11pm show on channel U.

THE WHOS.
WHO IS THE NEWEST FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE ON FRIENDSTER: i dont know.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SMSED: deserie bestie(:
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: talking now(: to deserie bestie(:
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH: secret. for me to know, for you to find out.

SEVEN LOVES.
SEVEN MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
7) HANDPHONE.
6) LAPTOP.
5) WALLET.
4) MY BED.
3) CLOTHES!
2) MIRROR!
1) MY SISTER(:

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
7) i'm emo now.
6) I'M LOUD.
5) i'm on the phone now.
4) 164cm
3) 47kg. shit man! my 45kg ! ):
2) i love R-AGE. :D
1) i wanna go tanning ! (:

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
7) ass.
6) whatever.
5) idiot.
4) so annoying.
3) yeah.
2) haha!
1) okayy.

SEVEN PPL TO DO THIS THING:
1: anyone
2: can
3: do
4: it
5: if
6: you
7: want.

freak lah.
bloody headache.
annoying. rarr.

anyways, it's my lil bro's birthday today(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID ! :D
LOVE YOU LOADS.
even though you annoy me and irritate me most of the time.
you're still my lil bro that i'll love(:

man, that was random, but its okay! :D

i SERIOUSLY HATE HATE HATE HEADACHES.
someone jsut stab me and let me die!
it's killing me !
and i dont feel me now.
i feel emo. rarr.
annoying. blame the headache if you can.
maybe i'll blame me.
it's annoying and it kills.

des and kenric came over today(:
fun lah. heh heh :D
didnt you two have fun too ?
well, des stayed on ystd.
and then erhm, went to church this morning together with me(:
and then kenric came for service(:
hahaha. and he bought the brownies and ended up eating it all alone.
SO SORRY. we didnt eat it.
he was tempting me with it lah !
IDIOT. i just went gym-ing ystd okay!
you're gonna make me put back all those calories i burnt.
rarr. anyways, had service then erhm.
des and kenric came over after that(:
yeah ! oh yeah me and des signed up for RHEMA CONFRENCE :DD
it's SO GONNA BE FUN !
I ASSURE YOU. heh. (:
anyways, then erhm..
they came back. out lunch was kim chi maggie.
hahah ! i cooked okay(:
i can cook. and the other two were like dont know where.
anyways, after we ate.
went back into the room.
we're playing ! LIKE LITTLE KIDS.
mygosh. you wont wanna know what happen.
AND I GOT SLAPPED.
ALL THANKS TO SOMEONE. HURR.
IDIOT, slap me so many FREAKING times.
I'M SO FREAKING PISSED. *with the white chicks accent*
but i slapped them too(:
HAHAHHA ! THAT WAS THE BEST.
and kenric's pacs are LIKE DARN HARD.
mygosh. i can break my finger okay!
PAIN LAH.
anyways, they stayed for dinner as well,
and before that. we went to the playground !
hahaha. damn fun lah.
run here run there.
i was the best man ! sit there and slack.
no one can catch me (:
i'm too pro ! xD
anyways, after tht went back for dinner.
those two stayed.
stinky man ! STINK MY BED.
so idiot. rarr.
kidding =X
erhm then. we watch scary movie 4 AGAIN.
FUNNY PLEASE.
des was SCREAMING right in my ear !
pain lah woman ! haiyo.
scream so loud.
and 4 people squeeze on 1 sofa.
man, cos my dear lil sis, debs is too scared.
lols. but its okay lah. hahaha.
anyways then erhm.
we played tai di in the room with zan and sam.
they came over. yeah.
haha. super fun. asshole tai di.
i dont know how many of us were in my room.
i think like.. 7 of us.
yeah, can fit lah. lols.
then they left about 845, 9 ?
yeah, i think around tht time(:
i had to walk them up the slope okay !
arent i nice ?
hurhur .
and they got into a cab and i had to walk home ALONE.
scary shit lah.
and it seemed like it was gonna rain.
ahh wells.
we had fun(:
i know. and those two.
HAD EVEN MORE FUN :D

P/S : I AINT A BIMBO. (:

des is at my place now (:
she slept over last night and maybe tonight ?
hahahaha. yeah.
so fun. cos there's no one at her place.
so she decided to stay over :D
and she wants me to go over to her house today.
cos maybe kenric might come along as well xD
yeah. but i dont think my mum will allow lah !
hahaha ! and we stayed up till 1 plus cos of
MR FAN RUI PIN, KENRIC
but i dont blame him.
so nevermind. i'm nice :D
and we overslept today.
this morning.
suppose to wake up at 830 but we ended up waking at 10.
heh heh. xD
and we disturbed mr fan and he woke up
cos me and him have been disturbing des for the past two days.
hah ! so des decided to wake him up.
aint she smart. oh wells.

yeah. anyways, we just ate bens&jerrys ice cream(:
yumyum. berry nice and choc fudge brownie.
berry nice is very nice.
and so is choc fudge brownie (:
both are nice lah :DD
and i wanna work at bens and jerrys !
me and nic can work together and we can kope ice cream xD
insanity lah. who cares lah,
muahhaahha.
alright. i shall end and let des blog now(:
GOODBYE.

HAPPY SIX MONTH ! (:
to JULIANA NG AND MELISSA WONG !
you two are like THE BESTEST BEST COUPLE EVER LAH :D
no one else can replace you two being together lorh! (:
the one and only perfect couple ! (:
envy you two lahh! hahaha xD

okay, since i'm bored, i shall blog about the china trip!
i think it was like DARN fun (:
like really really fun luh. yupp :D
went from the 5th to 15th of nov.
well, the flight came back on the 15th luh.
yeah. if i'm not wrong.
the people who went for the trip are.
* mr lee
* mrs sim
* cheryl low
* calistar
* juliana ng
* szemin
* lailin
* deserie
* amanda (me)
* vivian lim
* glenda
* serene
* veronica
* belle
* eva
* maribeth
* yuen ching, stella
yupp! those were the people who went(: there were only 7 sec2s. supposedly 8 but sotong couldnt go cos of her throat. aww ): but it's okay we still had fun (: yeah.
well, we studied at Cai Xiang Middle School in SuZhou for FOUR days. made ALOT ALOT of new friends(:
i think the students there are like SUPER UBER nice lah(:
and now i have tht cheena accent cos i was there. i spoke to them in tht accent !
damn cool lah. but i hate tht accent. ironic man.
ahh heck. anyways, my table partners were zhenlu and tianwu. yeah.
and they have a habit to call each other by full names. damn weird lah.
so if you call them by name, they think it's weird. but it aint weird for us.
oh wells. hahah ! anyways, i LOVE the weather there. it's like SHIOK.
AHAHAHA(: too many memories within those few days. muhahhaa.
yeah, oh wells . after tht , off we went to HangZhou (:
got another guide. zhang dao. we had one, shen dao, he was with us throughout the whole trip.
yeah(: and the bus uncle person. yuppp!
well, zhang dao looks pervertic man, eee . damn scary. bleh !
and des says shen dao too. whatever.
yeah. went for ALOT of sightseeing. like seriously ALOT.my gosh.
can die man.i only took MANY MANY pics. i wasnt really listening to the any of the daos talking.
hahah ! i feel mean.they talk so much and we didnt listen! haha.
then after a night in HangZhou. we heading on to ShangHai ! (:
WOOHOO! LOVE THAT PLACE.
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
AND MORE SHOPPING ! :D
LOVE THAT LIFE.
hahhaha. CAMERA TAKING most of the time. (:
every single day. there would be at least ONE sesson for camera taking.
muahah! girls just love cameras xD
well yeah. even the last day was shopping day !
fun fun fun (:
I'LL MISS EVERYONE FROM CAIZHONG (:
mr lee and mrs sim are fun teachers ! :D

I'M BACK PEOPLE :D
i shall blog again either later or tomorrow. yeah.
touched down in s'pore at like 525am !
*yawns*
maybe i shall go sleep(:
GOODNIGHT FOR ME.
GOODMORNING TO YOU PEOPLE(:

i'm leaving for china tomorrow !
and kai's leaving today ! des, i'm not sad. i just miss him.
aww man . i'm gonna miss many many people.

i'm gonna miss my sister
my mother
205
choir people
cell people
church people
kai baby
and MANY MANY MORE :D

and like des say.
china has NO hot guys at all.
yucks. xD

JANICE SOON MADE ME SO THIS XD

in the past 24 hours, have you
1.cried? nope. i didnt (:
2. worn jeans? erhm no. i didnt leave the house. except to go to school.
3. met anyone? my family? des sandra jo ju sotong and many many people (:
4. done laundry? nope.
5. went hungry? when i wasnt eating. but i didnt seem to be hungry.
6. talked on the phone? DUH i did :D
7. say I love you? erhm yeah(:

do you believe in
8. yourself? hmmm. believe in myself to achieve something luh.yeah.
9. your friends? yeah! i do believe in them(: and trust them too(:
10. tooth fairies? erhm no. it's jsut a tooth under the pillow and erhm getting a coin. nahh. dont believe.
11. destiny/fate? nahh, God planned EVERYTHING in life(:
12. ghosts? yeah, the HOLY GHOST aka. HOLY SPRIRT :D
13. UFO? those flying things? nahh.

friends and life
14. Have you ever wished of having another name? erhm no. why would i ? maybe i might but havent thought of it.
15. Do you like anyone? DUH ! i love someone NOW. (: I LOVE MANY SOMEONEs :D
16. Which friend of yours acts most like you do? deserie? we seem alike. oh wells.
17. Who was there with you, when you cried the most? GOD (: and erhm des and erhm kai.
18. What's the best feeling in the world? when everyone is happy ! :D I LOVE SMILES(:
19. What's the worst feeling in the world? when i feel lost and rather emo.
20. What's the time now? 8:34pm

which is better?
21. Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE :D
22. Coke or Pepsi? COKE. i think it's better. i dont know..
23. Love or Lust? LOVE(:
24. Sprite or 7-up? SPRITE.
25. Girls or Guys? both. im aint a sexist!
26. Scruff or clean-shaved? i dont know..
27. Movie in the day or night? does mid day count? but you're in the cinema, isnt it still dark?

the last time
28. you took a shower? this morning.
29. cried? last day of school ?
30+31. Who makes you smile/can make you smile no matter what? MANY MANY PEOPLE can make me smile. BUT, to make me smile no matter wht, only he can(:
32. Are you in love right now? YES. with God. & with baby (:

do you ever
33. sit by the phone waiting for calls? nope.
34. save AIM conversations? whats AIM?
35. wish you were someone else? nahh.
36. wish you were of opposite gender? DUH NO ! I LOVE BEING A GIRL :DD
37. stay online for more than 8 hours? i think i did xD
38. gotten stuck in a lift? nahh..
39. gone out with people you don't know? my friends friend. but we know each other now(:
40 hate a person to the core that you wished they were dead? i dont hate . i dislike.
41. swear at your parents or siblings? when i was angry xD
42. read comics until you cry? erhm no.

who was the last person
43. that you saw? my mum. she came in to ask a question.
44. that you talked to? deserie and kai.
45. you hugged? i'm not sure. i cant remember.
46 who instant messaged you? no one did.

do you
47. colour your hair? nope. but i wanna highlight x)
48. have tattoo? yupp. the fake ones for chruch service..
49. have piercing(s)? one on each ear (: but i want more!
50. put on lipstick? performance.
51. own more than 10 flip-flops? nope. how i wish. but that's ALOT.
52. like someone? already answered(:
53. hate someone? nahh. i dont hate. i dislike. i already said.
54. have any money with you now? nope. i'm broker then broke.

5 people to do this
1. DESERIE HUANG MUN ER (:
2. SHARON SPEC TWIN(:
3. STEPHANIE NU ER (:
4. CHLOE JUNIOR(: random luh.
5. MY SISTER (:

went back to school today to collect streaming results ):
aww man, i got into 304.
but at least tht's the class i thought i might go to.
cos like, i did really bad.
yeah, oh wells.
like wht ethel say, "just do well in that class"
i think it'll work.
and i'm gonna have 9 subs.
OH WOW.
how great. and not alot of 205 ppl in tht class.
but STILL, there are.
hope i'll grow to love the new 304.
cos like what, i'll miss my classs ):
yeah. but no worries!
there are FUN people in my class !
oh yeah (: hyped up ones !
we'll be crazy together. :D

okay, so after tht.
me, des, sandra and jo
took a cab to des's house.
i thought we were going to pp.
oh wells. then erhm went to her house.
bought cup noodles and ate it.
we were watching "honey" the dancing movie!
MY GOSH ! JESSICA ALBA'S BODY IS HOT HOT HOT !
i'm jealous pls !
and she can dance like DAMN nice!
i'm seriously jealous luh, aww man.
well then didnt finish my cup noodles.
puking stuff again. but i didnt puke.
then sotong and ju came,
watch somemore and they left,
after honey we watch "mean girls"
oh man, "in girl world" you'll learn alot of bitchy stuff.
tht's where i got my "so fetch" from (:
ahah ! it's called bimbo talk.
only bimbos understand each other.
BUT still, i aint a bimbo cos i'm smart !
muhahaha. anyways, 2 days to china (:
OH YEAH, i'm happy alright.
but i'll be missing MANY MANY people.
yeah (: i'll get you your stuff if i have money. hah.

deserie my dear ! dont be sad yeah.
dont say you're not emo man !
hurhur. dont come act hor.

baby, ilu.
& i'll miss you.

third time i'm blogging today.
i have nothing to do luh.
okay, had choir prac today.
rather tiring. yeah.
OH and i lost 2 kg !
YES, i'm happy !
HAHAHAH ! from 46 to 47 and now down to 45 !
i bet des is jealous.
MANTAIN MANTAIN !
hahah ! my IDEAL weight.
now it's time to grow taller !
hahahah ! 167cm!
i SO gotta hit that height okay xD
muhahahaha.
leaving for china in 3 days(:
manda's happy (:
but i'll miss YOU . ):
aww man.
streaming results tmr,
shityy. hope i get into 304 AT LEAST.
yeah(: tht's all. GOODBYE for now.
and happy birthday IN ADVANCE to:
jondave 6 nov
steph nu er 11 nov
hoho 14 nov
so sorry i cant be here to wish you ! but here's an advance (:

here's some shoutouts to my WONDERFUL CLASS OF 205 ! (:

ANGELA* my gay nephew ! hahaha. drama queen luh. always full of nonsense ! but she's very nice to hug . xD

AVINA* you're a GREAT GREAT artist man ! i like your designs luh. i'm jealous. haha ! and great at maths too(:

SASHA* a pretty girl ! always with pritiya.

CHIMENE* my EX-laogong luh ! also in my chinese class. always talking nonsense but she's smart too!

SANDRA* MY BIMBO NIECE. HAH. ultimate bimbo luh you. tsktsk. so noisy in class. FOREVER SMS-ING. TSK. so naughty. i get police come catch you arh!

LESLIE* dont really know her, but you're good at drama! (:

CRYSTAL* my niece ! but i dont treat you as a niece. i treat you as a GOOD GOOD friend(: always there for me to share my probs too! and alot of nonsense adds in! haha! if you want chinese songs , go find her, she have LOADS. in choir too, we can talk about STUFF(:

DAPHNE* DOOF! also in my chinese class. always slacking together duing chinese. hahah! and in choir too! (:

DESERIE* I LOVE HER MANY MANY ! :D she's ALWAYS there for me when i need her. we can talk about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING luh. gossips, problems, bitching, fun, laughter, sadness, nonsense and all. a total bimbo! tht's for sure. and who's stronger? you'll always say you. tsktsk.

EUNYSE* my niece(: a tracker. i like her figure! so idiot. i'm jealous luh. always crazy and high.

ARIANE* MY "AHLIAN" FRIEND LUH. lols. great friend and always on fire for GOD (:

ISABEL* wahh pro luh she. laugh at the dumbest things ever. and her laughter is contagious man! TSKTSK. BEWARE.

CHRISTINE* small size girl! lols. xD choir buddy luh. always waiting for me till meeting is over so tht we can go home together ! hahah!

JULIANA* my dasao! hahah ! in my chinese class. always listening to her stories! hah, talk talk non-stop. but she's smart luh! (:

FELICIA* always look so dao. tsktsk..

REBECCA* one of my daughters(:

SHERRY* haiyo. you are. laugh laugh all day long with felicia and nadzimah.

NADZIMAH* sits behind me! (: so smart one! haiyo. genius luh she. lols!

CECILIA* A MATHS PRO. but super uber skinny. quite scary.

PRITIYA* always with sasha.

PRISCILLIA* wahh! noisy luh she. LOUD VOICE man. talk the day away!

SHARON* my spec twin ! I LOVE YOU ! i know your secret. hahah! xD LOL. smartie pants luh. councillor! so strict. hahha xD

SHAZLIN* pretty pretty girl(: super smart also luh. improve so much since last time. and she's a great dancer and netball player! :D

STEPHANIE* MY DAUGHTER! smart luh she! guess where she got her genes from xD HAHA. and she excels well in everything (:

SYAZA* drama student too(: she can act also. fun to be with.

KENDRA* drama queen! haha! super noisy with pris. forever talking. tsktsk.

DAWN* MY DAUGHTER.

VERONICA* MY DAUGHTER. australian maths distinction holder(:

SZEMIN* MY TWIN(: the cry-er in our class ! so fast cry one ! HAHA.

MELISSA W* sotong twintwin. haha! blur luh you. tsktsk. write slow slow one. haiyo. dont sing home anymore okay! or else we'll kill you x)

JADE* MY DAUGHTER. and table partner. fan of MCR and AAR (: yeah. choir buddy too. can sing can already luh! but her singing is GREAT :D

MELISSA Y* QT! haha. she's loud if she wants to be! hahah. smartie pants.

LAILIN* chair person of sec 205 of year 2006 ! :D LOVE YOU LAILIN(: thanks for tolerating all the nonsense our class gave you man. yupp(:

CATHERINE* i remember saying hi to you when you came into school! haha. nice girl luh, even though i dont really know her.

I LOVE 205 FOREVER AND EVER <33

i was suppose to meet des like just now to go jogging.
BUT , cos i was the lazy pig, i didnt wake up.
so des's mummy didnt allow her to come.
what an idiot. annoying luh.
so i'm gonna be stuck home TOO !
and like rot ?
rarr. and i have choir later.
my gosh , i'm so freaking gonna die of boredom.
like seriously.
blah ! rotting just totally sucks lah.
and thank God i'm better now.
stupid headache last night !
ANNOYING.
but the talk with people yesterday was.. OH-SO-cnagoavin.
i dont know how to describe it luh.
i'm just a sponge (:
i like being a sponge , hah ! (:
but if you really have to ,talk to me luh !
dont keep the feelings man ! :D

i'm getting agitated over everything.
everything around me seems annoying.
even the simplest thing of someone not answering the phone call
gets me irritated.
ANNOYING.
if you think i'm pms-ing.
let it be.
girls will always be girls.
like how guys will always be guys.
some guys simply dont cherish the girl waiting for him.
who the heck will care.
i just pity that girl.
waiting for something to happen but nothing happens.
(i'm not refering to myself but someone else)
they start sighing and the people around them gets worried.
but the guy doesnt actually give a damn.
and once the girl gives up on tht guy.
another guy comes along.
she has fun with him.
being happy.
and the same thing happens once again.
and the previous guy then realise tht he didnt cherish the girl.
but the girl already chose someone else.
he then ask for another chance
but the girl already chose someone else.
so you see guys.
you'll always think the girl may be some toy.
play then change to a new one after getting sick of it.
i dont know wht you're thinking luh.
and i dont actually care.

i've said my piece.
goodbye.
it just isnt my day today.

amanda is bored.
cos she cant do anything except using the computer. ):
she cant go out either
cos she's leaving for china this weekend.
its like seriously unfair ! ):
all she can do is rot and stone.
and she's suppose to take her medication now.
but she doesnt want to.
cos she has no mood to do anything.
NOTHING at all.
it's 12 already and she hasnt take breakfast.
cos she doesnt feel like it.
okay , thats all.
goodbye for now.

and she misses her baby.